Why do you sit there little girl, in the corner painting your nails black?
Corruption, rebellion i feel it too! Then why am i still sitting here so confused?
Why do you sit there little girl, in the corner holding a knife to your wrist and screaming that you want to die?
laughing at the helpless way your arm cries in pain.
shedding such tears, i am too! And yet i still sit here so confused!
Why do you lay there little girl, in the middle of the floor, holding yourself and crying, so hopeless your tears swirling with blood under your frail body!
Why am i bleeding? i haven't a clue? as i lay on the ground so young and confused.
Why little girl, with your tiny fist, did you punch the mirror in front of you? shattered the glass into thousands of inviting shards.
i see my eye in a piece of glass, so bloodshot yet so innocent of the colour blue. i see myself crying. so dead and confused.
why little girl, do you scream at me and just let me bloody die alone!
letting my blood drip lifelessly painting the floor red, and its getting painfuller every second.
in the last gasping, painful breath, no longer confused, i answer my last question:
I HATE YOU!
June 10, 2007The suicide of my wordsWatch me as I cry so helplessly for attention,
Posted on 06/10/2007 4:09 PM Comments (1)
June 9, 2007Sometimes.....
Sometimes I wonder if you think about my smile,
Sometimes I wonder if you love me for a while, Then you remember all the hurt that i've caused, All the trust that you lost, Im here to tell you im sorry and I know now that I was wrong, Sometimes I wake up screaming, And think about you all night long, I know you'll never forget but all I ask is to forgive, My patience is running short, And I count the seconts till ill be in your arms again.
Posted on 06/09/2007 11:09 AM Comments (2)
June 8, 2007Forever...I will love you...tomorrow i will forget
Yes,I am still hurting and yes, I still love you
You can break my heart a thousand times and I will still come back to you, I miss your sweet smile, I miss holding your hand, I still want you cant you understand, My heart, Its moarning for you, I've done miles of laps on the track of lonelyness, And you'll still be there, With the memories we share, Dont forget what we've done, Dont forget what we've been through, That big piece of me,you took it with you when you left, You cant be replaced, Nobody loves me more, Can't you just give me back the key so I can open up the door, Dont leave me here its more than I can take, Sometimes I pinch myself just to see if im awake, Because you leaving it seems so serene, What happened? We used to be such a great team.
Posted on 06/08/2007 2:44 PM Comments (2)
Todays feelingDon't ask me how I'm feeling
Because I'll just say "ok" But really I feel nothing On just how I feel today Don't ask me what I'm thinking On what's going through my brain If only you got a taste You'd think I was insane Don't ask me what I'm saying Or why I talk at all I'm just reminding myelf I can speak As I walk through the empy hall Don't ask me what I'm seeing Because you could see it too If you'd only open your eyes But right now you havn't got a clue Don't ask me what I'm doing You wouldn't understand I'm just waiting for 'The End' Seeing all the chaos at hand
Posted on 05/01/2007 1:26 PM Comments (2)
March 24, 2007For peeps who judgeEverywhere I walk, Everywere I go, Cant you see I miss you here, And that I hope to see you near, You meant everyhing to me, Is it that hard to see, Without you here im truly lost, And its hard to be me, Without you I feel so empty, Without you I feel so confused, Without you theres no point in living, You meant everything to me, And you dont even miss me.
Posted on 03/24/2007 9:56 AM Comments (1)
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